D-Day: Day of Deletion
07:26 Feb 14 2008
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So it comes to this! After being on the rave since December of 2005, first with my last profile then deleting due to personal reasons and creating the account I have now on April 21 2006, I have been victimized and my virtual HOME here on the rave maliciously attacked.
As an online college student, and complete insomniac I spend most of my time here as I am on the computer--far too many hours a day!
At last I checked, I had earned well over 26,000 favor. A great deal of that came from the favor games, which many of you may not remember. I was proud to play in the dogfights!! And took great pleasure in whooping the Blue dude!! :)
I was one of the highest rated members on the site, and was among the top 10 women. I had well over 2000 rates and was fairly decent in standings there. I have enjoyed being in several covens and a house, and am now and forever Co-Coven Master to Eternal Darkness. I started the Heart Healers program here, as I saw a need for others on the Rave to have someone to lean upon when they need a friend or are in times of crisis. (See coven sub pages as reference to the CHH, if you are unaware as to what I am talking about.)
Though drama here may come and go, I have never made an enemy among any of my fellow Ravers.
Luckily I survived the recent password lockout! *whew*
But then thereafter, while actually online and talking to a friend here, I was kicked off the system with an error message stating that basically another IP address was accessing my account. I logged back in, but it was too late. "NocturnalGoddess" was completely and entirely gone--deleted. I cannot express the state of mind I was in after coming to the realization of years of hard work on this site were lost entirely.
Luckily, some Senatorian friends of mine messaged Cancer immediately, and I emailed him directly as well from off site. It took some time, but Cancer was able to retrieve my account itself, and although I was able to retain my sire status and lifetime membership, everything else has been lost. I am eternally grateful to Cancer for all of his help!! And to my friends who stood by me during this--you know who you are--you were a pillar of strength. Your love, understanding, and support was immensely appreciated. I simply cannot convey to you how truly magnanimous you are. I love you all!!
So, I do apologize for the lack of journal entries, a portfolio, and a profile that would befit a Sire. However, rest assured I will be ever tedious at regaining all that has been lost to me.
And you dear reader, will have much more to look at soon. Pray, be patient with me! It took me years to get everything the way I wanted it, but it will not take that long again by simply re-doing everything.
A"Special" note to my attacker:
Your pathetic attempts to destroy me or my love of VR have been futile. I am well loved and protected by many--far more I'd wager than you. For if you had anything BUT a petty meaningless existence you would not have to prey upon others out of malcontent. You have failed miserably. Live with your shame, and know I remain ever strong. For even if you had destroyed all that I had here, it would have been re-built and re-made. Whelp or Sire makes no difference. The bonds I have made here are impenetrable.
I only wish mercy upon you if you are ever made known to me, for there are FAR too many people here willing to go out of their way to keep me from harms way or to make retributions on my behalf should anyone make a feeble attempt to harm me.
Should you remain anonymous...I pity you still. For Karma is a BITCH!! And that Bitch bites hard!!
Enjoy your meaningless, unworthy existence!!
Goodbye now! I have better things to do now than you obviously...
COMMENTS
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BloodxXxOverDose
14:51 Feb 14 2008
wow that had to suck,no doubt about it,ah i would have to be beyond frustrated,to bad the rave don't have a ip safelist connected to usernames so only your ip could log into your own profile,ah well best of luck considering.
darkicewolf
18:18 Feb 14 2008
I love you and know that you are family